Why....

Hello guys.
Sorry I wasn't able to update my blog recently due to school. A Level sure is hard..

Anyway.. it's 12.37am now and apparently I can't sleep and I have school tomorrow. Sucks.

The reason I'm posting this is to pour my heart out on something that has been bothering me..

You see.. recently I went for holiday in Singapore during Chinese New Year.. Unfortunately, my AS Level results decided to be released when the holiday started. Unable to do anything, I waited until I came back from my holiday and tried to apply for my AS Level exam.

Little did I know that, the day I come back is the closing date. I tried to submit everything ASAP but still... it wasn't submit..

Here I am waiting for late entry offered by Cambridge.. Not even sure if they offer late entry or not.

So, I told my parents.. ask actually. I asked "mum, what if I can't get the late entry? Can I go off to KL and study ACCA instead? Cause I do not want to suffer taking AS and A2 papers all at once in Oct/Nov exam"

I was hoping she would support me but life isn't fair. She told me that she could not afford me to go study overseas. In quite a harsh way by the way.

Here I am thinking.. I'd rather go suicide and die if I were to take all of them in one go.

Parents just don't understand how hard the exams are. Not many people are able to achieve good grades if they take them all in one go. If they cannot, I don't think I can loh..

Most parents think that exams are easy. Easy my ass. The stress from school and the expectations from parents and teachers.. it's not an easy task..

People who are poorer are able to go overseas.. all this depends on the parents whether if they are willing to sacrifice..

I'm not saying it's a must that parents provide everything.. all I am asking here is that to support me for 1 year. 1 year is enough and then I will try my very best to get student loan and a part time job to decrease the cost that need to be paid by my parents..

I really don't want to suffer and get stupid results in the end of my A Level.. Because that would mean that I'm literally wasting my time and wasting my parent's money for 2 years..

I really hope Cambridge do offer late entry.. if not, I really don't know what I can do anymore...

What the fudge?!

I am super hungry tonight ):

My sister and I were thinking of ordering fast food from Jolibee.

So... I called Jolibee delivery and asked if they're still delivering or not since it's quite late at night already. And they said they only deliver until 7pm only. Okay. Nehmind.

No choice but to order from McDonald's loh at this point. So I called to McDonald, thinking that I'll get my food ordered since they usually deliver until 10pm at night.

I called McDonald's up and asked if they were still delivering and they said "Yes yes we do. BUT..." Guess what they said?

"But.. are you from (the place I live)?" I said, "yeah?" Then they said to me, "Oh sorry we don't deliver to (the place I live). Sorry."

I was like "WHAT THE FUDGE?!" but of course instead of saying that, I said, "oh okay sure" then I hung up.

I mean hey the WHOLE Brunei only got you this ONE McDonald's lei. And the place I live is not even that far from Gadong. Please lah. It's just a, I don't know, a 20-minutes +/- to deliver here? We pay for delivery fees lah. I don't mind. Pizza Hut also send to us what and charge us delivery fees and we're okay about that.

Seriously disappointed.

Wheee

Waaait! Before you all kill me, let me explain...

I... didn't blog for sometimes reason is because that my laptop suddenly cannot get the wireless and I don't know why. ):

Believe me when I say I tried everything I could to fix it but couldn't. Even my pro cousin helped but yeah...

The problem is it keep saying "No internet access" even though it's connect. The weird things is that only me and one of my cousins couldn't access to the internet and others is fine o.o

I guessed it's really face problem .___.

Anyway... how I solved it? I don't know.. seriously. Lol! I basically just bring my laptop with me when I went back to my hometown in Malaysia to celebrate my grandpa's 80th birthday. I can online there.

When I got back from Malaysia, the next day, surprisingly, my laptop can connect to the internet again O: LOLOL!

My mum said my laptop is just having its PMS period and cranky, like me. o.o So not like me :p pro laptop I have uh?

Anyway, I can't really use laptop to have fun as much as before because I've join this competition named BUBA awards. I need to write an extended essay with my friend by September o.o

Annnnddd I got EXAMS soon. Ohh gee, can't wait (sense the sarcasm)

So... I got to go now.. I'll blog soon I promise (:

The awkward moment when you asked for a pen-drive and you get contact lens case instead.